Want to Feel

Humming
Hurting
Sounding
Restless
I flip onto my back and let the world hold me down
I curl up on my side to shield myself from it
I roam and ravage my mind with thoughts unkind
And what's the worst of it?

I want to feel

And what does that even mean?

Shifting
Pulsing
Gripping
Colliding
I sit to ground myself to Earth
I sleep to let it wash over me
I wake to push against it
And what's the worst of it?

I don't change a thing.

I want to….