Awful

I don't want to hurt no one but sometimes it’s for the best
How is it for the best when you ripped their heart right out their chest?
Leaving them exposing their soul, bones, and flesh
You don't know what they feel but you reduced me to mush
Maybe I’m wrong but I think that was good for all
For you to kill me and let me be consumed and just be over me
But they say when one door closes another one opens
None opened for me so I’m stuck here
I’m so confused I just don't know who or what I need